PRE COURT

We have just returned from court. It was emotionally draining. We got to hear the facts of Oksanas' past. How she was abandoned by her parents and how she suffered at their hands and how she has been rejected by other families due to her deformity. Then how she realizes nobody wanted her because she is different. It was heartbreaking. Our attorney fought with good reasons to waive the ten days as well as the social worker from the orphanage who told how when we left her yesterday she was crying and fears we will not be back for her. I can't imagine all she is dealing with. Then we were told, there are no good grounds to waive the ten days. I just started crying, I am so sad, I need to somehow get it together because we have court again tomorrow and crying or showing any emotion is not allowed. We will be leaving on Wednesday morning to come back to the states. I want to ask for prayer for some miracle that tomorrow brings a change of heart for the decision, but I am trying to now just accept the laws that the court is following. It is going to be so hard to leave here without our sweet Oksana.